Thursday, April 13, 2023

Did I Serve Jesus Christ of Nazareth this Week? Yaye or Naye?

 Did I serve Jesus Christ this week?  Yaye or naye?  Did I live for Him this week or did I choose to live for myself?

This blog today serves as a gentle reminder and remembrance of living mylife everywhere I go, with every breath I take, living for Him.

The other day, at the gym, before clocking in, I saw a tall man, with crutches.  I felt for him, because I can only imagine what he might be feeling like, using crutches for walking.  And, he looked like a middle-aged man, not too young, but also not super-old.

As we passed by each other, I greeted him with a friendly hello, and remarked "Jesus Christ loves you".  This statement seemed to confuse and perplex him a bit, which is understandable.  We don't usually greet each other this way in our social circles.  And, it even surprised me because "it just came out" (those words).  What?  Why do you say that?  I didn't get a chance to follow up the conversation with that man, but I hope I gave him some food for thought.  I hope that if he is still redeemable, that maybe he will give his life to Christ, or return to Christ.  I don't know his heart or mind, but God the All-Knowing One, knows this man's condition.  

Spontaneous conversations with the Uber driver(s).  I try to pray and ask God for what words to speak when I'm in the Uber cars.  In the natural, I generally just want to "keep to myself".  But, God might, just maybe, has another agenda for me!  It may be that God wants me to OPEN MY MOUTH and SAY SOMETHING gospel-oriented.  So, I've been practicing.

One time, one of the drivers had a biblical name, so I made a comment about THAT.  That opened the door for me asking him what his path of faith he was on, and I got to listen to HIS STORY.  He opened up to me that he was raised in a religious AND non-religious home:  one parent being atheist and the other parent being Christian, he confessed to me he ended up AGNOSTIC but "missed some of the church practices".  He opened up that he meets with friends for Bible study, and that he can't believe that nothing's out there (earth came from somewhere), but that he was OPEN (to learning truth, I presume?).

At the very least, I can and have ended my Uber rides with a "Jesus Christ loves you".

Right now I am in a season of intentionally reading the New Testament in 90 days, a reading challenge I created for myself as an intentional way of getting myself into the Word (Holy Bible, Scriptures) on a regular, consistent basis.  And, I am thinking of ways I can read (and study?) the Old Testament next.  And, I have never read the Apocrypha books except Enoch once only recently.  I would like to get myself into those as well, but time.  So, we'll see what I will and will not be able to get into within a year's time.

Part of me would love to be like Mary, sitting at Jesus's feet, listening and learning from Him.  And yet, I am also called, at the same time, to be a do-er of His Word.  I am called to use my gifts, talent and life for Him.  So, I am eagerly praying what and how I might do that?  I started a YouTube community page, inviting people to read through the New Testament with me in 90 days.  One person has stepped up and responded that they would like to do this also.  So I am typing the devotional questions for people to go through at their own pace.  And, if the Bible reading leads them into the arms of Jesus, then that would be a great thing!  Jesus said in John 3:16, "for God so loved the world that HE GAVE his one and only Son so that whoever believes in Him would not perish but have eternal life".  Time is so so short now!  It's time to repent of our old and sinful ways, and turn to Christ for forgiveness of sin, and to go and sin no more.  

Thank you for taking time to read this post, if you've made it this far!  

Saturday, April 8, 2023

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TRIGGER WARNING.

READER BEWARE.  The following article may be "triggering"for some people.  If you have a background of unhealed trauma, abuse or wounds, then please proceed with caution.  I intentionally began and ended this particular article specifically with Scripture.  It is not my intent to re-open old wounds on the reader's end.  In this post, I ramble about some of the abuse I have personally experienced, as it recently "popped up" again in my memory.  I brainstormed in this article and used it more as a journal type of entry.  I wrote in part, for my own benefit, but also in hopes of letting others know that THEY ARE NOT ALONE.  I pray the reader may find a safe place where the Lord can bring healing and restoration to his/her soul, body, spirit, mind, if needed.  

The above paragraph is my up-to-date "edited" version of this article.  Today I am writing this at 7:51 PM (Pacific Time Zone) on Thursday, June 1st, 2023.  

Additional Resource:  I am currently in progress of reading a book I "stumbled upon" called, "The Lie Effect:  Overcoming Soul Abduction-A Survivor's Handbook" written by Collene James and Nancy Bowser.  This book seems to offer hope and a pathway towards healing written from a biblical perspective, from what I can tell so far.

Original Blog Post Starts with next sentence:

JESUS SAID YOU WILL KNOW THE TRUTH AND THE TRUTH WILL SET YOU FREE...


 around age 5 pulled into a school play suddenly to play the role of mother mary; instructed to hold baby jesus a toy doll wrapped in a blanket and to just sit there sitting still


molested at age 5 or 6 ish...by a neighbor on victoiea street in city of south gate california...adults told us NOT to tell anyone and...we had to wait outside in the front yard unti it was our turn to go in...the young boy or teenager i'm not sure was lying flat on a bed-table and we were instructed or invited to asked to "do something" let the reader understand and when I didn't comply even after several tries they changed their tactic and used a lesser form of violation...


2XL toy robot...8 track millimeter toy "TOY" the beginning of techne...


around age 5 or 6 someone tried to teach me how to draw a 5 pointed star...and told me to draw circle around it...


I did tell an adult about what happened and the next day my dad yelled at me to never go over there to that house again (thankful my dad had sense and saved me from future torture)...


buried underground tried to gorget but suddenly had a memory of it around age 30 ish or so  when i began to volunteer for sunday school teacher of kids and the application asks that question...just as i was about to reply no not ever violated suddenly (i believe by the spirit of God Elohim) I "remembered" to which i explained at the time, an ATTEMPT had been made to violate me (because at that time i had no understanding yet that even that was a violation of my being)...


2nd grade patriot programming...we were told to write an essay on why we love america usa...and after the teachers praised my essay to make me feel really good and special of writing in general and of what i wrote...


JESUS CHRIST IS THE WAY THE TRUTH AND THE LIFE NO ONE COMES TO THE FATHER BUT THROUGH HIM JESUS CHRIST OF NAZARETH YEHUSHUA YWVH YAHWEH KING OF KINGS LORD OF LORDS LION OF JUDAH LAMB SLAIN WHO SITS UPON THE THRONE FOREVER